Bon Odori 2009

After hearing doggy rave all about it, I decided I musn't miss it this year. Sure it's the weekend before our Obs clinical exam and Obs/Paeds MCQ but who cares! Better that than the weekend before EOS. Less guilty. Motivation to study hard and not think about all the other shitty stuff that's happening in my life at the moment. Hehe~ :)

Wondergirls educate on Swine Flu

A fine discovery shared by my fellow interspecies friend. :)

This CC is awfully cold but there's a whole movie/drama collection here! I might become a permenant resident in the future!!! But no.. study for exam.. study study study.. after watching my dramas. Heh~

12 hours of sleep..
never felt better!

Transformers 2 was awesome. I never knew "decepticon"s can look so hot. Salivates.
The New Divide!

oh,
i'm unstable.
i'm volatile.
i'm green.

can't help feeling like that though. why? you know why. :)

my entries nowadays are untitled.
couldn't care less to think of one.
the contents are haphazard. tangential. messed up.
that's what it is.

too whiny.
gosh! stop! already!

study but no mood.
still, persevere..

it's time to get my life back on track.
organization.
inhibition.

you can do it.
you can pull through.

aja!

but who am i to dream
dreams are for fools
they let you down

and i know that it's a wonderful world
but i can't feel it right now

and i thought that i was doing well
but i just wanna cry now

james morrison - wonderful world.

lost.

All Prep'ed

Transformers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen, opening on the 24th June 2009- 12am. A big movie opening this summer. And to help us further prepare for the most anticipated movie of the year- here are some pictures thanks to Andrew who managed to see them. Life. During the premier in London. His life is much more complete now. I want to feel like that too. Jealousnyer..





Megan Fox in the skin. ZOMG. ZOMG. ZOMG.

Sads, we'd only get to see her through big screen. Bah~

22, 23.

A recent birthday. Been having loads of those last week. This was Shin Ann's 22nd. Happy Birthday all. My exam's tomorrow at 8.30am. Damn, happy birthday me. It'll be my 21st this year. I'm going to be all grown up. Ain't it grand... :)

STRESS!
ANHEDONIA!
the only thing keeping me going at the moment is the anticipation of a finished harry potter episode. all 3 of them were so cute when they were younger! they just keep getting angstier by the day, but i like. movie 4 next!

oh, mocha machiato is good stuff. thanks andrew.

starbucks day

10.30am to 6pm. 12.60 for a cup of goodness; signature hot choc with whipped cream and add-on chocolate flakes. this is the prelim to many more starbucks session to come. at least t'was productive until i started playing o2jam and watching re-runs of l'arc en ciel's concert. with both smarty pants present, pressure builds up. tension. i need more peers like this to keep me going. if not i'll sink. the moment i came back, it's been harry potter re-runs and no study. die. starbucks again later today? yes indeed.

topics to cover:
respi
haemato
cancer?
genetics?

wah... stress... sleep...

life at a standstill

kate voegele's hallelujah in the background.
second cup of coffee to keep me up.

correspondence, relationship, movies, music making, manga, story books, yum-cha sessions, shopping; all pushed aside to make way for studies. hardly the life i want. i wanted a life full of fun; not all-night partying but definitely not one that's filled with only one single monotonous thing. flat. boring yet essential for the future. as always, life is never fair. hardly does it go the way you want it to and there's nothing much you can do, really. we're merely the puppets of something called fate. or whatever it is you want to call it. maybe it's meant to be like this for the greater good. maybe by the time we graduate, we might just be the competent healthcare provider that we're striving so hard to be.. but at the moment, i can't see past eos7 just yet. oh, and there's research too and progress is currently at a halt due to the upcoming eop. when was the last time i watched a movie? when was the last time i had a bottle heinekken with a companion, both sitting back with legs outstretched, relaxed? when was the last time i camwhored? (oh, recently but it was really half-heartedly though.. and my face looks like crap now, no thanks to the lifestyle)

life at a standstill.
why can't time be at a standstill too?
see, unfairness.
T____T

story of the year's tell me in the background.